[Sanjeem]

Hmm, I just saw this topic so I'm just going to post how I feel right now. Well, I'll start off by saying I hope you all had a great summer, I sure as hell did. The Highlight of it was going back to my country of origin, Italy. I think that's the highlight of my summer every year, I just love it there, every single bit of it. I love my friends there, although I only get to see them for one month a year, they are like my childhood friends since I've known them since I was a little kid. When I go over there it's almost like I spend everyday with them. I actually miss them loads, I really wish I could see them more often, they're just the best. Even though some of them are sociopathic pricks who you can't trust at all, they are what they are. Most of them would help me in any situation if they could. I like seeing my family over there as well, it's like I'm there son almost. I appreciate them 100%, I just wish I showed it more, that goes for all my family as well.

Well, will be heading back to school in a couple of days, will be good to see all my friends again, at least this time we get to wear suits and stuff, so it will be a little better in terms of dressing Peace all.

[Chunkyman]

Fantastic!

Having been left to my own devices for an extended period of time, I've been forced to cook. Today I made a tasty pasta that had a can of Alfredo sauce, two cans of tuna, a can of diced tomatoes, 4 strips of extra thick bacon, and black pepper. The noodles were from a 17 ounce (big) pack of spiral shaped macaronis. It was slightly creamy and the tomatoes soaked the noodles in a wonderful flavor. The tuna and bacon were icing on the cake!

Considering I never cook, I'm rather proud of making something fairly tasty.

[finn4life]

This sounds really f*cking stupid, but i don't really care, the point is to vent.

Story is i used to be really good on the trampoline, i could do backflips, front flips, reverse front/backflips, front-flip 180's front flps 360's, backflips 180/360/720.
But i tried a double backflip twice (at school on olympic trampoline, first time i almost fell off the trampoline, the second time i landed straight down on the floor.
Ever since i stopped doing tricks on the trampoline, it was like 4 years ago.

Now i can still do a front-flip and did a backflip a few weeks back, but yesterday and today i tried a back flip probably 100 times and i can't do it.
I have an unshakeable fear of flipping backwards, everytime i try i somehow do a front flip, makes no sense and it f*cking pisses me off to know end, i punched a tree afterwards, i am so frustrated that i can't do it and i don't understand! i really just want to break something!
ARRRG!

I feel better now, but i still can't flip, i might have to get someone to flip me over for me.

This post has been edited by finn4life on Thursday, Sep 6 2012, 08:32

[Notna]

QUOTE (finn4life @ Thursday, Sep 6 2012, 10:04)

I have an unshakeable fear of flipping backwards, everytime i try i somehow do a front flip

I have this as well. It's awful.

[Exxon]

I can do also do a frontflip and backflip, my friend taught it to me.
I don't think I can explain how, but you just jump and land on your back first and then let your legs bounce so you do somewhat of a backflip (don't forget to retract your legs!).
After doing this a few times, I just though 'f*ck it' and I just did a backflip. I know it's vague, but try it

[Greenline]

Michelle Obama called me amazing, f*ck yeah.

It's because I subscribed to their Newsfeed thingy.



Anyways, I've been having some nice dreams recently, so that's pretty cool.

[Exxon]

QUOTE (Greenline @ Friday, Sep 7 2012, 18:18)

Anyways, I've been having some nice dreams recently, so that's pretty cool.

Tell us

[Notna]

QUOTE (Exxon @ Friday, Sep 7 2012, 18:21)

I can do also do a frontflip and backflip, my friend taught it to me. I don't think I can explain how, but you just jump and land on your back first and then let your legs bounce so you do somewhat of a backflip (don't forget to retract your legs!). After doing this a few times, I just though 'f*ck it' and I just did a backflip. I know it's vague, but try it

I can do that back bounce backflip thing, but yeah

[_____]

QUOTE (Greenline @ Friday, Sep 7 2012, 21:18)

Michelle Obama called me amazing, f*ck yeah. It's because I subscribed to their Newsfeed thingy. Anyways, I've been having some nice dreams recently, so that's pretty cool.

Lol, you have just reminded of the most awesome dream I have had in ages. I had this dream like two weeks ago or something and I completely forgot. In the dream Obama was my best friend. I was hanging out with the president and he was really cool, like the best friend I could ever have. I woke up from that dream with a good feeling.

[Greenline]

QUOTE (Exxon @ Friday, Sep 7 2012, 22:58)

QUOTE (Greenline @ Friday, Sep 7 2012, 18:18) Anyways, I've been having some nice dreams recently, so that's pretty cool. Tell us

Hehe, in the most recent one, I was in the 1960s and we were in some guys house. It was really cool, it was semi-lucid, so it was like a time-machine, and I could go around the city. We were in Zahedan, if it matters, which is weird because I've never been to Zahedan.

You can't really put it into words, it's just cool when you have it and you wake up.

@____: Haha, that sounds great.

[GTAction99]

QUOTE (Notna @ Friday, Sep 7 2012, 15:09)

QUOTE (finn4life @ Thursday, Sep 6 2012, 10:04) I have an unshakeable fear of flipping backwards, everytime i try i somehow do a front flip I have this as well. It's awful.

I know how you two feel, everytime I try to do a backflip, I have a unfixable fear of landing on my neck and being paralized for the rest of my life.

[GTAfear]

Aahhh, one of the best topics on this forum once again...

I don't know. I've lately been feeling happy and sad at the same time. Don't know how to describe it. Good, but anxious.

I was recently in a dilemma. Although I was thinking, was convinced and was hoping that I'm not, I was having doubts about being gay. Not just gay, but I was thinking whether I am heterosexual, homosexual or asexual. Guys certainly don't appeal to me, lol, but I'm also sometimes repulsed by the thought of having le sexy time with a woman. ._. Kissing, holding hands, bla bla bla, ok. But sex... Blblblblbl.
But I guess that dilemma is now over and, as expected, turns out I'm (still) straight.

That said, and to get back to the beginning of the post, I guess feel anxious because I simply need someone. A woman, that is, lol. To talk to honestly, without pressure. But on the other side, pretty much every girl (except one, but for the moment there is a barrier between us (no, not another guy)) just feels wrong. I feel it's just a waste of time, we're going to fall apart once high school is over, anyways; I don't feel like connecting to a certain person - and similar feelings.
And I guess I feel good because I'm generally happy and satisfied with my life.

Well, I'm done with my showing off. Weeee, that feels good, I think.

P.S. Oh and today at school we talked about a Croatian writer who wrote poems similar to Petrarca's (Petrarch's?). Those poems almost made me cry, lol. Think I'm gonna go read through Petrarca's "Canconiero" (is that the English name for it...?).
Aaaaand, also, one of my better friends these days is music. Trance, more precisely. Helps me think and sort myself out.

This post has been edited by GTAfear on Tuesday, Sep 11 2012, 18:06

[Exxon]

I don't exactly know what is specifically meant with 'Trance', but the perfect backgroundmusic is from Ratatat, the "Classics" album.
Just drums, guitars, bassguitars, piano and such but no voice. Pure Awesomeness

[El Zilcho]

I'm tired of cretins and incessantly exhausted from waking up at about 6 in order to catch a bus.

But conversely I will be attending a Halloween pool party, so there are positives.

This post has been edited by El Zilcho on Tuesday, Sep 11 2012, 20:00

[Audiophile]

QUOTE (El Zilcho @ Tuesday, Sep 11 2012, 19:56)

I'm tired of cretins and incessantly exhausted from waking up at about 6 in order to catch a bus. But conversely I will be attending a Halloween pool party, so there are positives.

I know dat feel....I wake up at 6 a.m every day too in order to take a 2 hour bus/subway ride to university. It's been 2 weeks and I am already done and over it.

[caio3771]

I don't like when I dislike something and those stupid's call me hater.
If I don't like something don't mean I am a hater.

[Mr.Mister]

I'm so f*cking upset

Magically lose my bus pass and cell phone battery in a messy cab. Cab driver is impatient with me searching and kicks us out.

2 days later find the battery at a small store, now I have to wait 13 days for arrival. They had to order abunch in. And it costed 50 bucks

FOR f*ck SAKES I CANT DO BUSINESS NOW WHICH MEANS I CANT MAKE MONEY WHICH MEANS I WONT BE ABLE TO PAY MY TUITION IN TIME f*ck YOU f*ck YOU f*ck YOUUUUUUUUU

[_____]

@GTAfear I know how that feels. I'm in a similar position myself. I would like to have a relationship with a girl, have somebody to care about other than myself but at the same time I feel too comfortable being single. However, I don't think I should be wasting any more opportunities. I have been neglecting my social life a lot in the past five years or so and it will all get to me eventually if I continue like this, like it has done so before.

[Lethal Nizzle]

A mixture of excitement and sadness; I'm heading to university next Friday as are many of my friends (most to different universities) and it's going to be weird being so far apart. I mean, when I attended sixth form a lot of my friends dropped out and went to college/full-time work but I would still see them on the weekend or meet up in the week because they were based locally. Now we're spread out all over the country, it's weird. I'm not bawling my eyes out about it but it's just a crazy feeling realising how fast time's gone and how I really should've cherished school while it lasted.

[deepthroatgta6]

Feeling so upset.
She won't let me......... Not before marrying me.
I'm okay with it but f*ck! Its upsetting me.